Nights Before The War

by Craig Needles

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1.
There's a darkness on the edge of town But we've outrun it for the night When all the shots ring out and the sirens blast We'll know we're in for one hell of a fight Oh, but we'll just dance and sing over the sound of the ocean Where the 1950's don't seem so far away Where the skyline is covered in corporate neon signs But old-fashioned spirits like ours are here to stay Oh, they're here to stay If we live as we are told, our spirits will grow old As long as we're together, we can do things our own way So this dream we've always known of making our hearts our only home Is what we need to remember every second of every day We've seen the sun fall so many times And every time we feel like the only ones alive 'Til it comes back up again and the people file out of their homes And it's then that we realize That this world is just one big factory Most people think that's the way it has to be Oh, but when the cars jam the skylines And heartless bodies flood the streets We need to find a reason to believe... A reason to believe... If we live as we are told, our spirits will grow old As long as we're together, we can do things our own way So this dream we've always known of making our hearts our only home Is what we need to remember every second of every day We played this record all night long We scream the words that keep us strong 'Cause every time we hear that everything dies We can't help but feel more alive And the lives that we want to live They're not just in the records we spin The lives that we want to live Could be the lives we're living If this war goes on, we will never give We'll always live how we want to live If this war goes on, we will never give I swear to God, we'll live how we want to live If this war ends tonight and everything dies I'll always be right by your side
2.
There's fire in the sky tonight and darkness in the streets And killers out waiting for you And I've seen the look in their eyes And I know just what they're waiting to do And I know you said you wanted to go out tonight But I just can't seem to let you go Somebody once told me one day we'll all die So please stay here with me at home You've seen the skyline but not the danger underneath And I care about you each day more and more So I can't let you walk out the door And I know you said you wanted to go out tonight But I just can't seem to let you go Somebody once told me one day we'll all die So please stay here with me at home And I know you said you wanted to go out tonight But I just can't seem to let you go Somebody once told me one day we'll all die So please stay here with me at home So please stay here with me at home You weren't supposed to go
3.
You said I was crazy 'cause I wear my heart on my sleeve Then you counted down the seconds 'til the end like New Years Eve Where our generation's soul band played their songs for souls like me We drove home under the jet black sky with a love that set us free We were much too young for promises to mean a goddamn thing You swore you'd be there with me through whatever the future brings We were sharp as a razor and steady like a train You were always there for me You swore you'd never be my pain I'm the last of the romantics I wear my heart on my sleeve You were the only one that I've ever known Whose devotion I believed Well I thought you were June Carter and I was The Man in Black But you packed your bags and left on the first train out So I'm takin' this city back You said I was crazy every time I spoke from the heart But I swear I thought about you every second we were apart But you never felt the same way though your eyes shown like the stars Well you told more lies than Saturday nights in the backseats of old cars I'm the last of the romantics I wear my heart on my sleeve You were the only one that I've ever known Whose devotion I believed Well I thought you were June Carter and I was The Man in Black But you packed your bags and left on the first train out So I'm takin' this city back We walked the line We were the heart of the night We walked the line We were the heart of the night We walked the line You were there for me almost every time I walked line And I'm chasin' something in the night I'm the last of the romantics I wear my heart on my sleeve You were the only one that I've ever known Whose devotion I believed Well I thought you were June Carter and I was The Man in Black But you packed your bags and left on the first train out So I'm takin' this city You were my June Carter and I was The Man in Black You were my June Carter and I was The Man in Black Sharp as a razor and steady like a train Oh, we were sharp as a razor And steady like a train that's never comin' back 'Cause sometimes trains run of the track
4.
Some of these lyrics were... um... borrowed... from "There Is A Thunder (Out In The Distance)" by This Charming Man. Twenty-year-old Craig did not intend to steal, only to pay tribute. - - - Do you remember those southern nights? The way the moon reflected off the ocean a million times? We walked up the street to the pier And shared drinks above the crashing waves And talked about our fears And those old soul singers in the dead of the night Were in the only waves that never reached the shore And over the ocean, the clouds are rolling in There is a thunder out in the distance And out of the darkness, a storm is coming in These streets of fire will fill with rain I hope you never have to feel the pain Of my heart attack as the bar lights fade to black Oh, Carolina, please come back To my heart of stone Well I miss you when you go Oh, Carolina, please come home Please come home The waves pound the shore but they won't wash away your sins My body is at home but my heart is in the wind The Jersey coastline's not the same In dreams I can't remember, you know, you still remember my name And we dance above the flames To all the jazz players with the fire in their eyes But they never made it here They got caught up in the storm And over the ocean, the clouds are rolling in There is a thunder out in the distance And out of the darkness, a storm is coming in These streets of fire will fill with rain I hope you never have to feel the pain Of my heart attack as the bar lights fade to black Oh, Carolina, please come back To my heart of stone Well I miss you when you go Oh, Carolina, please come home Please come home My heart sailed out into the sky above the sea I need anything to take these southern blues away from me
5.
The Diner 03:33
The sun floods the walls of my room And sheds light on the details of my torn-open wounds This hot summer day feels like a cold winter month That freezes over anything that gave me life once And finally when the summer night comes And I drive out to the only ones Who make me feel like I'm not alone And forget about the world outside and the cold hearts of stone We meet at the diner past our old stomping grounds To forget the reminders of that old haunting sound Of the laughter in the walls It echoes down the halls And tonight I'll take the backroads, 'cause no one really knows What goes on in my mind until the day comes to a close I'm never sure why I'm alive I'm trying so hard just to survive But these self-inflicted wounds just tear my out from the inside And I'll drive I feel the darkness in my bones And I'll drive Please don't leave me alone until tonight Weary-eyed and hopeless, there's a darkness all around Summer used to be the time we ran around this town Construction on the corner, workers tearin' up the street I'm tearin' at the walls, and I'm burning in the heat It's 9AM now and I'm alone 'til around 5 Eight hours in this house, I'm trying so hard to stay alive If I can make it to tonight If I can fool my own mind If I can make it to the diner If I can leave it all behind I'll be all right... I'll be all right... And tonight I'll take the backroads, 'cause no one really knows What goes on in my mind until the day comes to a close I'm never sure why I'm alive I'm trying so hard just to survive But these self-inflicted wounds just tear me out from the inside And I'll drive I feel the darkness in my bones And I'll drive Please don't leave me alone until tonight And tonight I'll take the backroads, 'cause no one really knows What goes on in my mind until the day comes to a close I'm never sure why I'm alive I'm trying so hard just to survive But these self-inflicted wounds just tear my out from the inside And I'll drive I feel the darkness in my bones And I'll drive Please don't leave me alone until Tonight I'll take the backroads on my way home I'll take the backroads on my way home I'll take the backroads... On my way home from the diner Once again, I'll be alone
6.
I gotta get out of this place, but I've got too much debt to run I thought of her tonight and drank too much, pushing off the morning sun As I ran out the front door and followed my own footsteps on the ground The sadness fell as I turned the corner to find that I was still in this town But I pushed on and skated through the parking lot Where she said that she just couldn't do it anymore And I know she was not the one for me But something about this still hurts These coffee shops and clothing stores still hold these memories And these days, it all seems so much worse The winters are so bad here So I give up Maybe I'll try again next year The winters are so bad here So I give up Maybe I'll try again next year Now when I walk down State Street Nothing ever seems the same The indie stores are gone They're replaced by the corporate giants in the game The kids get younger every year They'll never know what used to be here And if I never leave, I'll give in to my biggest fear Of never breakin' out But I've tasted the world and I hate what it's about When I walk under streetlights that flicker and fade to black I'm reminded of the last time I was sad Another year is ending and I have nothing left I always seem to want what I can't have The winters are so bad here So I give up Maybe I'll try again next year The winters are so bad here So I give up Maybe I'll try again next year I can't take another year like this
7.
The cold of this house is starting to get to me I pace back and forth and drink to stay warm They say there are record lows sweepin' in And they're bringin' in another storm So I search for inspiration in scattered notes and shattered frames As the dust fills my lungs once again I think I'm dying, but maybe I am already dead To all the people who have come and gone that I've called friends To everyone that I have called a friend I wonder if they still run in the city streets When did these days pass me by? We'd meet inside one sad apartment on a Saturday night And kiss our troubles goodbye Now I turn to the scattered books beside my bed And the records that play inside my head I see a darkness in everything around me instead A darkness in everything instead A darkness... Is it only in my head? When I walk down city streets or drive through some old town I see the people walking sadly all around I think of their lives and what's in their minds And wonder if they burn within their souls Everyone's got love and hope and dreams And a fear of growing old I'm so afraid of growing old If I put the world in perspective Then maybe I won't miss her at the end of each day I remember watching her run to the radio and As I laughed and drank, I heard her say, "I will always remember you." She's forgotten who I am And she said, "We will always have these nights." But I knew it was the end And she said, "We will always be right here by your side." But I have lost so many friends I said goodbye to the happiness I felt It will never come again
8.
The Whiskey 03:52
You hold the bottle to the light There's not enough to get you through this night You need the whiskey to shut down your mind To help you through the darkest times And I don't ever want to feel like this And no one should ever feel like this And I'll never let you feel like this Oh no, I'll never let you down I'm amazed at the strength that we all have inside I know that you can find it by the end of the night When you've completely lost your will to survive Don't take your life And I don't ever want to feel like this And no one should ever feel like this And I'll never let you feel like this Oh no, I'll never let you down So please, don't take your life And we'll make it through the night Oh yeah, we'll make it through the night But everything dies But we'll make it through the night But now the whiskey has all run dry And you're willing to let everything die You scream out into the jet black sky To your nonexistent god, you're asking why And I don't ever want to feel like this And no one should ever feel like this And I'll never let you feel like this Oh no, I'll never let you down Just like everyone else, and... Please, don't take your life Everything will be all right
9.
The Soul 03:30
You got the wheel at 12 o'clock but you're barely holding on You're right hand's on the dial searching for a song That goes straight to the heart and opens your mind And reminds you that some wounds heal with time But this time it's a black cloud hoverin' over your head It's there to remind you what you could have been Like a sky full of stars in the middle of the night Stamped out and erased by the big city lights And your hope is gone But you're holding on So you loosen your tie and rub your eyes Sweat runs down your face but your throat is dry In the corner of your eye, you notice the cop Green-yellow-red but you ain't gonna stop You're too busy counting the painted yellow lines Thnkin' 'bout how you want to leave this life behind You got everything you need in the backseat of the car But a quarter tank of gas won't get you very far And your hope is gone But you're holding on Suddenly you feel like the heart of the night Blood pumpin' through the streets, bringin' the city to life The pulse in the throat of the place you call home The air in the lungs of everyone you've ever known So don't ever listen to nobody but you No matter what they say, just know it's not true That life is a job and you need to settle down 'Cause life is too short to never leave town Those east coast winters are hard They seem to drag on forever A week can feel like a year 'Cause all the days just run together But like all the hard times you've ever known You gave it time and it passed Now your left hand cranks down the window And your right foot steps on the gas Everything you loved is now gone There's no one there for you on this lonely summer night The summer wind came blowin' in, you were ready for a fight You were headed for the coastline 'cause you thought you were alone But the city's in sight This is your home And your hope is gone But you're holding on
10.
City apartments are so sad in the late night hours Unless they're filled with friends Boys and girls come together and spin through the dust like records Right now, this will never come to an end Bottles of wine are dead end roads There's no place left to go Bottles of wine are dead end roads There's no place left to go The saddest American nights unfold like a rolled-up landscape And break your heart every time The maddest American girls lead you by the hand under streetlights And break your heart every time Bottles of wine are ticking clocks For kids high above these city blocks Bottles of wine are ticking clocks For kids high above these city blocks We will feel so much regret We will try and try to forget We will feel so much regret We will try and try to forget They left their hearts on the hardwood floor Those were the nights before the war This city should be condemned So board up the windows and lock the door The stars will seem brighter after the war So board up the windows and lock the door The stars will seem brighter after the war We will feel so much regret We will try and try to forget We will feel so much regret We will try and try to forget After the war.

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I started writing this album in 2008 and finished recording it in 2010. I've been sitting on it now for about three years, repeatedly using the excuse that it needed to be mixed and mastered and I needed artwork and I might re-record a few songs, etc. The truth is, I always felt that these songs were too personal and painful to put out into the world. But now, on my last night of being 25 years old, I've decided that it's time to give this album a proper release and look forward to the future. All of these songs came from a much younger me, full of heartbreak, romanticism, alcohol, and just a little bit of hope for what's to come.

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released August 26, 2013

Music, lyrics, and production by Craig Needles
Recorded mostly in a 20-degree garage in Newtown, PA

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